This week’s devotions are based on Week 4 of Cross Examined: Were you with him? (LISTEN HERE)
Jesus didn’t forget about Peter.
Peter denied Jesus three times. His soul was crushed as Jesus looked at him. He went outside that courtyard and wept bitterly.
If you had done this to your best friend, the thought might go through your mind, “They will never want to see me again.”
Jesus certainly had every reason to deny Peter any further access to him.
But he didn’t.
The angels of Easter morning convey a message, an invitation to the disciples, but they wanted especially Peter to know.
Mark 16:4 But when they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had been rolled away. 5 As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed.
6 “Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place where they laid him. 7 But go, tell his disciples and Peter, ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you.’”
Angels speak messages from the Lord. Jesus had told them to tell the women this. “Tell the women I want to be with them in Galilee…AND make sure Peter knows too.”
Remember, Satan wanted to “sift” Peter with temptation. Jesus was praying for him. He didn’t want to lose him. Satan would continue to work on Peter to overwhelm him with guilt about the denial. He would try to make him think that he wasn’t worthy to be a follower of Jesus. He would work to get him to believe the lie that Jesus didn’t want to be with him.
But Jesus overcame these lies with a heartfelt invitation.
“Peter, I want to see you in Galilee.”
Jesus had a very important conversation to have with Peter specifically. After meeting the disciples for breakfast, John records what happened next:
John 21:15 When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?”
“Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.”
16 Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.”
17 The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?”
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.”
Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.
Peter realized what Jesus was doing. He gave Peter’s heart to reverse the denial and affirm his love for Jesus. The interaction affirmed the denial was a moment of spiritual weakness driven by fear. The interaction confirmed Jesus’ heart of love filled Peter’s heart as well.
“Feed my sheep.”
Peter wasn’t perfect, but he was loved. Peter wasn’t perfect but he was forgiven. He was there with Jesus and experienced first hand his love and grace.
And Jesus wanted him to give it to others.
The same is true for us. Temptation sometimes wins the day. Guilt can consume us. But Jesus wants to be with us to have an important conversation. “Do you love me?” “Jesus, you know that I love you.”
“Feed my sheep.”
With the same love and grace we have experienced, Jesus calls us, even though we sin, to be part of his saving work.
He wants us with him…along with many others.
And so we follow him…proud to always BE WITH him!
Apply: What sins of your past do you need to be reminded that Jesus has covered them with his blood? What affirmation does it give that Jesus wants you to follow him and feed his sheep?
Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you for reaffirming your love for me, even when my sinful weakness gets the better of me like it did for Peter. Thank you for your love and trust to call me, use me to feed your sheep. May I do it well, proudly connected to and confessing you! AMEN.